Our Chanukah dinner was a big success. A bunch of mostly adults acting like children, drinking wine, and having a great time. A few people learned a bit, lit menorahs, and I think with the help of my piano teacher sang a fun celebratory Hebrew song. The menu was a hit with homemade gluten free schnitzel, apple sauce noodle kugel, carrot tzimmis and potato latkes. For desert we had homemade gluten free rugaluch, macaroons, chocolate cake and jelly donuts. We played dreidel (some guests had SERIOUS beginners luck!) and visited with our friends who learned that they were neighbors… living literally down the street from one another!
Cooking all day did take a toll on my toes, but it was worth it. My tooth has basically stop hurting which I am so thankful for. During all of this I am trying to plan a wedding and our yearly crazy huge community style Passover seder.
I’ve stopped thinking about when the NY Times will publish the article. I need to live my life as though it isn’t of any consequence at all. Because ultimately I have had almost 30 years of indifference, disbelief and disgust to deal with so nothing has ultimately changed.
Our trip to New York is around the corner and I can’t wait. My fiancee will get to see the Rockefeller tree for the first time and all the Christmas windows and lights. Most importantly MACY’s who has devoted this years’ windows to Peanuts’ 50th Anniversary, and she is a Snoopy fanatic. (Check out this link for some great pics of the windows: http://www.amny.com/lifestyle/macy-s-holiday-windows-a-charlie-brown-christmas-theme-for-the-50th-anniversary-of-peanuts-1.11121486) For me, tickets to The Color Purple with Jennifer Hudson – one of my most favorite Broadway shows (we are both going of course). And… getting to eat at SMAC – where I can have custom made gluten free macaroni and cheese! When you can no longer enjoy real NY Pizza, this is a huge deal.
When we get home I then start preparing for our Christmas party, LOL… you know although its hectic and crazy I love the holidays, and celebrating all sorts of things with family and friends. If you are reading this I hope you have somebody to celebrate something with; regardless of who it is or what you are celebrating, we must realize how lucky we are to have this opportunity. So many on this planet do not.
I still have not gotten back to the gym and the clothing is starting to feel tighter. I am so busy and I cant seem to find the motivation like I did in the past to get up at the crack of dawn to work on my body. I KNOW it needs to happen, and I use the excuse of my toes, or my exhaustion, or my teeth. I need to quit with the excuses and get back on the bandwagon with each passing day it gets more difficult.
I know I will be moving a lot in NY so that has me hopeful. There is this huge part of me that hopes we get stuck there, LOL. I cant afford to get stuck there, but man would it be nice. It’s still my home and I miss it everyday.